Hi finally updating this neglected and deserted blog. Firstly, it's princess birthday today so HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
Hmm. Been spending the whole of my holidays playing. And slacking.

Wake up > breakfast > play > lunch > play > hungry in the middle of the day > eat > play > dinner > play > sleep

Really feel that I've wasted everyday playing. Other classmates all studying me here enjoying myself. Cuz I know no matter how hard I try I'll still fail grrr. Why can't I get that thinking out!?!???!!!?! But I just can't help thinking like that, with so many clever students around you, it's so must competition around. Whenever ytest results are given back you'll hear people saying "aiyah, one more mark can get a1/a2" "Walao why I so careless? If correct can get a1/a2" etc... It's so demoralizing especially when you did badly and these people here are complaining about not getting high enough. Like excuse me, not everyone did as well as you did. Some people going to fail/just pass. Can't you just shut up. I really don't know how to.. like survive in the class my grades are forever low I can study whole day and my grades aren't as good as those who studied for a few hours it's like all my efforts and time all wasted so how am I ever going to survive next year like this?