trust

who is there to trust? everyone says "I'll be there if you need me", "Just call/text me" but who will really be there? You'll never know till you actually need them. Then all these so-called "good/best friends" go missing. Vanished. Among thin air. Then when your problems are settled and they start to have problems, you'll are friends again. You'll be there for them but who'll be there for you? I really have a problem with differentiating between real friends and those who just want you to help them.

心情现在真的很差，但谁有懂？每个人都一样自私，把自己放为中心。那朋友呢? 家人呢？都不重要了吗？现在才恍然大悟。发觉人都是一样自私，不然街上怎么会有乞丐要钱却没给，有人到你桌前卖纸巾人家却不理不睬当没看见。在穷苦国家的人没饭吃，没水喝，但我们不愁吃，不愁水却天天在浪费对他们来说，最宝贵的资源和食物。而我们一点也不感到惭愧。看见筹款箱时时不是因该投一点钱进去呢？不管数目多少，只要有很多人的一点心意，这很小也会变很大不对吗？可是又有谁会这样，身不由己得帮人呢？应该没有几个吧。在现今社会，大家都变得很自己，尤其是年轻的一代。即使他们天天路过地铁站，天天看见一样的老人/残疾人士在卖纸巾大多数都视而不见。那这些残疾人士和老人又有谁会理呢？

心情就一直沉 一直沉。像 ^ 一样，很像怎么也停不下来。