thoughts

Been thinking of what Ms Ling said in chemistry class today....

"Be with the ones that make you happy, those people that make you laugh. Those who appreciates you"

It suddenly struck me. I wasn't really being with people that make me happy. Neither am I being with people that appreciates me. That's how I truly feel. It's .... I really don't know. I don't even know what and how I really feel. What an idiot. 

POP!

So happy. Finally passed out! Though I did cry but I stopped after a while ^^
Had so much fun and thank you everyone for all the gifts and cards! Had dinner afterwards with yeni and hazel at BBQ chicken. Hehhe
Should go and keep my stuff for tomorrow. Till next time.

Pop is tomorrow and I don't know what to do. Speech don't know what to say. Don't know whether to do cards or buy sweets. Don't know whether to be happy or sad. What is this.